Penelope Cruz finds it "tricky" to control her inner "monster".

The 34-year-old actress - who is dating actor Javier Bardem -has always
struggled to keep the sabotaging beast from ruining the most "beautiful
moments" of her life.
She said: "I'm always finding very tricky and hidden ways to sabotage any
beautiful moment. And it's something so internal that I don't think even my
friends or family can catch me doing it.
"But I catch myself doing it. I've had that battle since I was a little
girl. It's like, 'Uh-oh, here it is again, the monster! Go away and leave me
alone!' "

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