Pete said: "I picture myself having a family now. Before, my dreams were
about being in a huge band. Now, my dreams are of back yards and hanging
out. It's a progression for me, trying to figure out what's normal."
The 22-year-old - who has battled depression and prescription drugs - is
rumored to be engaged to Ashlee, also 22, and says he now has a reason to
live.
He confessed: "I can barely remember those years. I was taking prescription
medication, I was a drugstore cowboy, mixing this with this, seeing what the
combinations did. I couldn't picture myself in two years. People would ask,
'What are you going to do on the next record?' And I'd say, 'Dude, I can't
even see myself being alive'.
"Honestly, I used to wake up and want to blow my head off. I thank God I got
through it, and came out of the other side."