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Last summer, the "Meet the Barkers" stars ended their relationship in a frenzy of dueling myspace posts. They reunited again in March, but broke up last month, an insider told People. Moakler herself told the magazine, "We separated, and for me it's very disappointing. I consider him the love of my life…I think the demise of a marriage is like a death, and there is a mourning that goes with it. It's devastating… I know that I gave it 100 percent, and I really tried. Where it's going to go I have no idea."

Still, 32-year-old Moakler isn't going to let the end of her marriage stop her from moving forward with her career. She has a role in an upcoming episode of "Entourage" and a hosting gig for a new reality show called "Crowned." She says, "I'm kind of getting back to myself, my work and things like that. I'm going out with my girlfriends and going to fun places like this, trying not to think about it…Even my Dad was like, 'You are not allowed to date for three to six months.' I don't think I should either."