Lindsay Lohan vowed she would die before going to rehab

Lindsay Lohan vowed she would die before going to rehab. The actress was disappointed with herself when she realized she needed to be treated for alcoholism reports Female First UK. She checked into Los Angeles' Wonderland Center on January 18 after a heavy drinking session following the Golden Globe Awards. Lindsay told Allure magazine: "It's so weird that I went to rehab. I always said I would die before I went to rehab."

Lindsay Lohan also revealed that she "felt safe" at the Wonderland Center

Lohan's therapist suggested Wonderland, up in Laurel Canyon, and once Lohan was told that paparazzi were kept out she drove there with a friend who had "more problems than I did," she recalls.

She then checked out the place and found "a quiet room, all white, with parquet, and it was different! I just felt safe," she says. "I thought, 'I'm going to stay here tonight.' And I stayed there. For a month. It was great."

The 20-year-old star, who is rumored to be in a lesbian relationship with
DJ Samantha Ronson, also revealed she acts as her family and friends'
protector.
She explained: "When my friends and family are around me I feel like they're
safe. When my friends have left me - I've just seen everything collapse.
They're not safe without me."

Despite her stint in rehab, Lindsay says she has no plans to stop partying,
insisting, "It's my life!"
However, the 'Bobby' actress admits she is concerned her fans are getting
tired of her wild behavior.
She said: "Everybody's tired of hearing things about me. I think it's just
better for me to lie low and get better."

Lohan also reveals that she has a sense of humor, especially when addressing those aspects of her life that are perpetual gossip fodder reports PEOPLE

Responding to the rumor that she text-messaged pal Brody Jenner from rehab, saying that she couldn't wait to have "sex and McDonalds" again, Lohan laughs, then admits: "I'm a sexual person – everyone is, I think. And once a month I'm a McDonald's person. Everything in moderation."

In other news, TMZ has obtained an incident report from Lindsay Lohan's West Hollywood condo which details some serious damage she did to Harry Morton.

Last month, Lindsay's condo flooded, sending water into her ex's unit and causing extensive damage.

According to the incident report, security officers at Sierra Towers went to Lindsay's unit, walked into the master bathroom, "and found the water overflowing in the bathtub." The security officer humbly wrote, "It seems that they left the faucet on. I turned it off."

TMZ sources say Morton's damage exceeded $150,000, and Morton wants Lohan to cough it up.