She told US TV show 'Extra': "I would rather someone come up and chop off
all my limbs than go through what I went through. If your limbs are chopped
off you get another limb and there's light at the end of the tunnel.
"It's wrong when you're vilified for doing nothing but falling in love with
an icon. I'd rather have all of my limbs cut off, that's the God's honest
truth.
"I'm a good person. I was just madly in love. Blindly in love."
Heather, 38, also said she hoped to fall in love in the future but vowed
never to marry again.
She said: "I will never get married again. I'm not saying I wouldn't fall
madly in love or have a soul mate. But I could never go through this again.
It's too devastating.
"Divorce is devastating anyway but to go through it so publicly even when
you haven't said a word or done anything."
The former model admitted she was surprised by how many people supported
her.
She said: "When all this happened, I just thought everybody would blame me,
so I sort of had my head down. I get nothing but support, people want to
come up and give me a hug."
Sir Paul, 64, filed for divorce in July after four years of marriage, citing
Heather's "unreasonable behaviour".
The couple have a three-year-old daughter Beatrice together.
In other news, Heather Mills left a British artist broken-hearted after complaining she looks too "stern" in a portrait commissioned to raise money for charity.
Painter Sarah McDonald felt the seven-foot-high picture, which was to be auctioned in aid of Mills' landmine charity, was her finest work to date.
But the estranged wife of Sir Paul McCartney insisted it did little to break the British media's portrayal of her as "hard and cold."
According to British newspaper the Daily Mirror, she said, "I just don't think I look very kind. As the press portray me as hard and cold, I'm not keen on the sternness of it.
"Aside from that, it is a masterpiece. Well done."
McDonald says, "It was the longest I had ever spent on a painting and I was really proud of it.
"As it was for charity I wanted to make Heather look determined and ready to spring into action.
"Unfortunately, she did not seem as keen on the finished painting as I was."
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